2 more days and its gonna be our midterm exams.. arghhh.. toxic again. i really need to study hard. anyways what brought me up to this topic. yesterday, it was in our CFM class (clinical and family medicine), the professor has told us that boys would rather choose a girl who has lower status than them.. the point is this, a lot of girl doctors always had this problem. they are a licensed doctor already, have a high salary of becoming a consultant, beautiful, have cars and maybe have their own house or unit. but the problem is they don't have a boyfriend. hahaha hmm according to that professor who had said that, it is because boys are shy to approach???? because the girl got everything. i mean, it's almost perfect. haha sooo, i come to think of it.. I know a lot of successful doctors but still single. i dunno. my friend told me "girl..natakot naman ako, parang totoo kasi si ate, residente na sya. she's already 26 pero wla parin sya boyfriend. girl ayaw ko maging matandang dalaga" haha and then i said. "darating din un, malay mo di pa ngayon"... she said i'm lucky for having a boyfriend. actually a lot of people was telling me that.
a while a go.. it came in to my mind.. how long can my boyfriend wait for me.. its going to be a long time, and i hope by that time, he still likes me.. still loves me as before.. waaaaa im afraid.. his feeling might fade.. waaaaa ayaw ko ayaw ko ayaw ko.. he's all i've ever wanted. damn.. if ever he's goin to leave me, im gonna end up alone.
no!!!! ofcourse i wont let that happen.. ahaha shet.. i dont want to end up like that.. noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.. (hehe) im goin to be a successful doctor and at the same time he's goin to be my husband and im goin to be his wife.. bebeeeeeeeee..
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